Anxious and Eager

I started this blog for me.  I wanted a way to look back at this grand adventure.  Here I sit…only 3 nights away from starting my yoga teacher training and I am anxious when I sit quietly and examine how I feel.  I am nervous because I don’t like going out and meeting new people (I am quite the introvert) and starting new things.  I am grateful to be doing this with my mom (I AM my mommies girl) because it eases some of that tension, but on the other hand I have to be brave in this new endeavor.  I have to be louder and more open then I would prefer in most situations.  I know I can do it.  I worked at the Disney’s Jungle Cruise; a ride where the “Skipper” drives a boat  in a trough and tells corny jokes though speakers to a crowd of 40 captive audience members for 10 minutes straight.  So I can handle this.  Here is to being brave!  I am eager to learn, stretch, and grow.

My husband and I have started our P90 routine again.  Sculpt 1-2 wasn’t to miserable for me.  I did do it a few weeks ago and have been doing yoga nearly everyday for 2 months.  I have started to enjoy the pain of sore and worked muscles.  Those chemical reactions in the brain are nice.  It makes me want to do more.  And we will tonight.  We skipped last night (just P90, I did my yoga) and are going to do Sweat 1-2 tonight.

I am going to try and get some pictures up here tomorrow so you (and I in the future) have some (semi) before and after pictures so we can compare.  I have always been lean, but I would like to tone up.  🙂

About Yoga Fire Florida

This is a blog documenting my journey through Yoga Teacher Training and opening my own studio.
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4 Responses to Anxious and Eager

  1. beallhere says:

    3 more days! Oh the excitement! I can imagine the anxiety – from one introvert to another. I have every bit of faith that all will go well! So excited! Eeek!

  2. n9vember says:

    I can relate, I’m an introvert as well. Don’t worry. You’ll do GREAT! I have found that my training is so nurturing and non-threatening that my introversion doesn’t even come into play. It’s easier to feel comfortable with people who are in the same mindset as you, all working toward the same goal. Breathe 🙂


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